ADD. Probz. Halp.
October is always the second prettiest and the second saddest. August is the former and January is the latter. October has a nice balance.
"As for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins, in which you
used to live when you followed the ways of this world and of the ruler of
the kingdom of the air, the spirit who is now at work in those who are
disobedient. All of us also lived among them at one time, gratifying the
cravings of our flesh and following its desires and thoughts. Like the
rest, we were by nature deserving of wrath.
But because of His great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, made us
alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions - it is by grace
you have been saved. And God raised up with Christ and seated us with Him
in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus, in order that in the coming ages he
might show the incomparable riches of his grace, expressed in his kindness
to us in Christ Jesus.”
Of course, the Bible is my standard and my sword, but sometimes it’s still
unclear to me what the best choice is. God’s plan can’t be googled.
Except not actually insomnia. I can fall asleep so easily, it’s actually
pretty ridiculous. This time, the kitchen. It’s still not completely
deep-cleaned, but it’s 3am, and therefore time to sleep. Or eat whole grain
On to boiling eggs for tomorrow, which is in 3 hours and 45 minutes. I
should probably shower but it will ruin the white finish of the tub. I
think I might be crazy. I feel great, though!